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oliens

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not sure if anyone will read this anyway but i finally found myself .. caged on the bottom of my mind. 
thirsty .. hungry .. greedy for things i never did, but which were so badly wanted.
i started to open up door after door and begun from the deepest point in my soul. the locks weren't
easy to break .. like diamonds.

i know my aim.
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hello there,

if you are interested in blogging, poems, photography etc. you should check out my new webpage.
erdanziehungskraft.jimdo.com/
follow this link and enjoy the black whiteness :D
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afraid of acta

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i'm afraid of acta! i don't want germany to sign any contracts!
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pain

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i never felt the pain of another human being
all i can feel is my own pain
maybe people can imagine how we might feel
because they made similar experiences
but we always stay in our own mind
it will always be the same
to feel with others doesn't mean you know how it looks inside their
heads ... and hearts of course
be there for the ones you love
because you will never know how much sorrow actually is inside
their bodies and souls
so accept the tears of others and never deride them

please ...
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wtf!

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life is so weird sometimes.
people fall in love with each other and the next day they act like nothing happened at all.
friends become enemies for rly STUPID reasons.
people get angry with me for NO reason.
friends turn their back on me + nearly ignore me and when i meet them in town they smile at me
with a big dumbass grin on their face!

people disappoint me. whatever i do, whatever i try to be: nothing is ok for them.
does it make a difference if i start to act like them?
confusing shit.
to be myself is all that i can do, sorry.
but i feel that's not enough.
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